Sunday, August 15, 2010

which one is the worst...part deaux

Fear keeps us from living, connecting, and loving...and living according to God's will on our lives.  It prevents us from living outside the box that God has created, to living inside the box, to which our mind confines us.

For many years, I have witnessed and been a victim of fear...from living..from loneliness, from being perceived the wrong way.

What I have learned is that regardless of how I present myself, there are those who DO fear me, because I am who I am.

And who is that? Lots of things...I just am. I cannot say more than that...but b/c of their MIS-conceptions, and preconceived notions of what THEY THINK I AM versus,  what actually IS in front of them...fear holds them back from saying or doing the right things.  If I feed into this, then I feed into that fear mongering, and am baited into the same cycle of mind bondage...I declare myself to be free from all that..and continuously strive to break the chains of the psychological bondage that is fear.

I humbly submit myself to God's will in this face of fear..it's not fun, b/c I do forget that this emotion is what is holding others back from doing/saying right, and instead, doing/saying wrong things.

Again, fear is the devil's agent, and tool from holding us back and submitting to God's will and God's plan...fear encourages the direct opposite, and creates some unnecessary obstacles and yokes that we were not willed to have. 

Reject fear, friends, embrace courage and truth.

Miss DeeDee

which one is the worst?

Greetings!

I know it's been a minute, an hour..a couple of months...lol..but I had some serious commitments! Now, I'm back on the writing grind.

Basically, my life has been a series of interesting events, and self discovery has been pivotal to that. But a question that I have definitely answered: what is the worst emotion to have? Fear, hate, lust, envy, or obsession?

They are all strong emotions on the passion meter, but I'm going to have to go with fear.  I say this, because in the last month, I've seen first hand how fear can manifest itself into something ugly, and almost despicable. Fear brings along other emotions, and insecurity is Fear's best friend. 

Currently, I am in the process of looking fear square in its face daily, and am now trying to deal with the effects of fear.

If one fears that another may take something that it perceived to be his/her own, then what does that create? It creates insecurity, and outright hostility in the one that fears, and a fortressing of emotions on the other party's end.

I daresay, fear is what kept slavery alive and going on for so long, fear is what keeps certain political factions from working with one another, and fear is what prompted organizations such as the TEA to pass the measures they did in the Texas education system.

Fear is what keeps minds controlled, and enslaved, and fear is also a form of mind control. 

Fear, is the devil's best friend...because it is an outright lie.

Say no to fear, say no to mind control or controlling someone else..for fear that they may not conform, may not want to stay in that place created for them out of fear...say yes to freeing your mind, and accepting God's will.

This was on my heart tonight; and I thought I would share.

Peace out, and there will be more coming soon!

Miss DeeDee